Watch Me Run

I wathed Benjamin Buttons abt two weeks ago with JC. Apart from the long 3 hours long movie, the movie interesting made a connection with me to really reflect live. 'some are meant to be struck by lighting 7 times, some are meant to be mothers, some are boat captains,....' this words had meaning and towards the end really got me reflecting how i would be like at the very end of my life.

Not that I would grow young just like the character, but how I would live it. Maybe i am meant to teach, meant to study, meant to be involve in para-religious organisations but how much of life is really real.

Sometimes I wished some things I did or turned towards did not make any difference to life but still it changed me.

Even so much when I am occupied and busy trying to forget I think about those times. But anyway, I guess I will have to move on and try and be happy.

I am 23 this year and already 1/4 of my life is spent (if i live till 80). WHAT difference am I going to make?? I guess God will give me guidance and strength as he has always shown this 23 years of my life.