Watch Me Run
Monday, August 30, 2004
ok time for my blog........jus bought the cac teachers' day presents........nice dog tags....
anywaez.........i have a story to tell: for two consecutive nites i had priestly dreams........the first one was me conducting a marriage the couple was infront of mi and i was in again wearing a red stole and golden chasuble...i looked kina old and i think i kina forgot my lines during the ceremony and had to get another priest to help me wif the lines......kina funny right, the dream was quite fuzzy.
the second dream was me meeting the new pope, looked different from john paul II......i cant realli affirm if i dreamt tat i meet the pope but it was sumone of high clerical rank i also remembered i was dressed in white cassock and tat guy was in sum kind of weird clerical uniform.........
a sign for me???..........i dunnoe........but i dun realli know if god if giving mi a sign.....such dreams jus come unexpectingly and sudden.....i admit i hav ask sfor signs b4.........but am i realli worthy to take on such a task..............i dunnoe..............i shall wait.......if it is true signs shall be made clearer when i am much older in life..........
prelims soon.............died.......
gtg.....
anywaez.........i have a story to tell: for two consecutive nites i had priestly dreams........the first one was me conducting a marriage the couple was infront of mi and i was in again wearing a red stole and golden chasuble...i looked kina old and i think i kina forgot my lines during the ceremony and had to get another priest to help me wif the lines......kina funny right, the dream was quite fuzzy.
the second dream was me meeting the new pope, looked different from john paul II......i cant realli affirm if i dreamt tat i meet the pope but it was sumone of high clerical rank i also remembered i was dressed in white cassock and tat guy was in sum kind of weird clerical uniform.........
a sign for me???..........i dunnoe........but i dun realli know if god if giving mi a sign.....such dreams jus come unexpectingly and sudden.....i admit i hav ask sfor signs b4.........but am i realli worthy to take on such a task..............i dunnoe..............i shall wait.......if it is true signs shall be made clearer when i am much older in life..........
prelims soon.............died.......
gtg.....
Sunday, August 29, 2004
time for my sunday blog, went for a play yesterday by st anthony church entitle , "i behold my god".....about the life of st. anthony and how he managed to convert ppl to catholicism, performed miricles and stuff lik tat.....junior councillor justina played one of the key actors on stage, she performed quite well.......went wif val,, jeremiah, saw mrs khoo and husband, mr wong n his gf......set and stage was professional...better than a usual church play as it was held at kallang theather........
damm bored.....slacking atlot these few days..........hopefully can wake up soon.....tmr will mark exactly 2 weeks to the prelims,..........
gtg...
damm bored.....slacking atlot these few days..........hopefully can wake up soon.....tmr will mark exactly 2 weeks to the prelims,..........
gtg...
Friday, August 27, 2004
sum idiot went writing on my tag using my nick....hmmm.....poor coward n childish soul.....will pray for him.........anywaez pls ignore the statements made on my tag......from lianne to the real zonglun........haha........
two weeks more......i feel nothing.........valley of darkness................
gtg
two weeks more......i feel nothing.........valley of darkness................
gtg
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
was told to blog todae.....so i am now blogging........damn tired and sianz.......watelse can i say, i jus had a nice 3 hrs nap.......dunnoe y still feel tired..........
Wednesday
somethings i miss doing on a wednesday.........sum things i wun..........
memories,............
less then 20 days to exams.........abt 17 in total.......god have mercy.............
gtg nowz
Wednesday
somethings i miss doing on a wednesday.........sum things i wun..........
memories,............
less then 20 days to exams.........abt 17 in total.......god have mercy.............
gtg nowz
Sunday, August 22, 2004
time to blog........jus woke up......damm sianzzz....
had maths mock yesterday....i am gonnna fail tis test......need more revision...............
had ventures nitez yesterday too.......hmmm........most of the j2 ventures came down, eric, des, mark, cummaran, greg, roy, guan han, jing zhou, dom, yusheng.........abt 12 of us.......plus the other j1, sec4s and the guests abt 60 ppl.......had an ok dinner, many stuff being said lik army things, our memories of bala, race jokes n scouting jokes n experience.........tis will be my last scout meeting after 10 yrs of scouting.......hopefully can come back after ns as a leader or sumthing...mani yrs of fun n experience........i thank god for it..........also pray for everyone n the 4 psa candidates tat they will get it .........
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ok for nowz....gtgzzzzzzzzz....
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had maths mock yesterday....i am gonnna fail tis test......need more revision...............
had ventures nitez yesterday too.......hmmm........most of the j2 ventures came down, eric, des, mark, cummaran, greg, roy, guan han, jing zhou, dom, yusheng.........abt 12 of us.......plus the other j1, sec4s and the guests abt 60 ppl.......had an ok dinner, many stuff being said lik army things, our memories of bala, race jokes n scouting jokes n experience.........tis will be my last scout meeting after 10 yrs of scouting.......hopefully can come back after ns as a leader or sumthing...mani yrs of fun n experience........i thank god for it..........also pray for everyone n the 4 psa candidates tat they will get it .........
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ok for nowz....gtgzzzzzzzzz....
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Thursday, August 19, 2004
time for a real update........hmmm lets start of wif how i feel........empty, sad, maybe hurt....even though i may look kinda happy funni for the past one week i hav felt a kind of emptyness in mi.....
she doesn't talk much to mi or tell mi things anymore.......
i kinda missed cac and the whole getting incharge of council stuff........dunnoe y but i lik to be involve in planning and stuff lik tat.....guess the pressure of being the vice pres did kept mi working properly.....i also missed the action in cac...haha.....i miss power...jking
things hav been much diff for awhile nowz........i am on much better and closer terms to my classmates, jean is getting better at being a bitch....must be the A level's stress for her, i am dreading the prelims...........
sometimes i wonder if i had been a good fren, or a good councillor...........i wunder whether the choices i made were wise and good...........i wunder whether should i go poly in the first place........
i guess one thing to look forward to is the exams and getting closer to god through RCIA....hopefully god will send angels to help mi...haha.........
gtg..............
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she doesn't talk much to mi or tell mi things anymore.......
i kinda missed cac and the whole getting incharge of council stuff........dunnoe y but i lik to be involve in planning and stuff lik tat.....guess the pressure of being the vice pres did kept mi working properly.....i also missed the action in cac...haha.....i miss power...jking
things hav been much diff for awhile nowz........i am on much better and closer terms to my classmates, jean is getting better at being a bitch....must be the A level's stress for her, i am dreading the prelims...........
sometimes i wonder if i had been a good fren, or a good councillor...........i wunder whether the choices i made were wise and good...........i wunder whether should i go poly in the first place........
i guess one thing to look forward to is the exams and getting closer to god through RCIA....hopefully god will send angels to help mi...haha.........
gtg..............
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Wednesday, August 18, 2004
time for an update........its has been almost two weeks...............much has happpened.........i am gonna hav venture nitez tis sat and i dun feel lik going...had the mocking hist exams today..............
gtg
gtg
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
hmmm..........blogger is screwed up...attempted bloggings and error msg keeps coming up.......
anywaez had an ok weekend.......5 days of hols.........went to be part of the nations biggest b'dae party at the stadium, march in cjc sucky parade........got called on sat after rcia to be part of the next step of my juorney to become catholic: order of the catechumates........much has happened.......interesting.......
seems tat everyone is falling sick.....i hav a sore throat too........hmmmm........................
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anywaez had an ok weekend.......5 days of hols.........went to be part of the nations biggest b'dae party at the stadium, march in cjc sucky parade........got called on sat after rcia to be part of the next step of my juorney to become catholic: order of the catechumates........much has happened.......interesting.......
seems tat everyone is falling sick.....i hav a sore throat too........hmmmm........................
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gtg for now.,....
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test blog.......
Sunday, August 01, 2004
hmmm...had a weird dream last nitez.....was abt to get baptize and ordained as a priest.......then two priest, one holding the white vestment and the other holding a red stole came infront of mi.....the were telling something and starting denying mi from the white vestment and the red stole.........after tat i din got invested.......kinda weird ritez.....i had priestly dreams b4....but this is reali kinda strange....
gota study for hist tests.....
cya
gota study for hist tests.....
cya
